Friday, October 22, 2010
7 Deadly Sins llDrabble Collectionll @
10:53 AM
PRIDE
For a boxer like him, pride is one of him weapons.
He wouldn’t go down without a fight. If he goes down, he goes down with dignity and pride. One of the unwritten rules of being a boxer.
His pride is also what’s holding him back on making-up with her.
GLUTTONY
Kyoya could never get enough of her.
Her kisses. Her touches.
Her scent for him was intoxicating. She was like a drug to him.
He wanted more of her. All of her. All she could give.
It took him long enough to admit that he’s a glutton when it comes to her.
ENVY
At first, Hayato didn’t care.
He didn’t care even if she would talk to other men. She doesn’t even mean a thing to him.
But when Hayato saw Takeshi claim her lips, anger and envy coursed through his veins.
He lost his chance. And all he could do now is look at them with envious eyes.
SLOTH
Lambo is a perpetual lazy man. For him, everything is a chore. Even reaching for the remote control is already a chore.
No matter how much she would tell him to help out around the house, Lambo wouldn’t help out.
And due to his sloth-like antics, Lambo lost the girl he loved.
LUST
A moan slipped out through her. A rousing groan followed soon enough.
Tsuna captured her lips into a bruising kiss and squelched their bodies together. His hand played with the hem of her blouse.
He had lost her once, he’s never going to let go again.
AVARICE
It started out as an innocent request.
Don’t talk to other men. She agreed.
Then it progressed to
don’t go near them and
don’t look at other men.
Only look at me. You can only talk to me. I’m the only one whom you can approach.
Who knew that Yamamoto Takeshi was a greedy man?
WRATH
A smile played upon his lips. A smirk was etched on his face.
There are no signs that Mukuro was angry with something.
The only thing that gave it away was the bloodied body in front of Mukuro .
The lesson? Never defy Mukuro when he says don’t talk to other men.
Ah well... I finished it. I feel so horrible for not updating as often as I can. >.>
Labels: 7 Deadly Sins, Daidouji Rin, drabble, Gokudera Hayato, Hibari Kyoya, KHR, Lambo, Rokudo Mukuro, Sasagawa Ryohei, Sawada Tsunayoshi, writing
10:53 AM |
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Aftermath @
12:26 AM
Yes. The this is the sequel of
That's How You Get By.
Enjoy.
I knew it was wrong.
I knew it was sinful.
I knew it was immoral.
But it felt good.
Your body against mine.
Your hand on my face.
Is it a sin to love you?
Aftermath
A lie.
That’s what it is.
A relationship with lies as its foundations.
It was a pretense.
A façade to tell the others that he’s not hurting inside.
That he doesn’t actually like the
other girl anymore.
Months have passed.
Months turned into years
Two years.
They were able to keep up the lie.
He knew she wouldn’t mind.
She loved him.
And they were friends.
And the
other girl told them that she was getting married.
His chest constricted all of a sudden.
Tears formed in her eyes.
Both of them were hurting all over again.
He was hurting because he knew the
other girl couldn’t be his.
She was hurting because she knew he wouldn’t glance at her.
Their eyes were blind, and so are their hearts.
She thought that after all those times that they were together, he’d move on.
That after showering him with affection, he’d love her back.
That after giving him all of her, he’d glance her way.
But she was wrong.
No.
He thought that being with her, he’d be able to move on completely.
That just by seeing her smile, he’d smile back at her.
That by holding her hands, he’d be able to mend his heart.
But he was wrong.
Was he wrong?
He doesn’t want to attend.
She doesn’t want either.
But the others might suspect.
And so they went.
With his hand on her waist.
And fake smiles plastered on their faces.
He thought that he was the only one who was in pain.
He didn’t notice the longing looks she would send his way.
He was selfish.
He didn’t think about her.
It was all about him.
She thought she can have him all to herself.
She didn’t take account the looks he would still send to the
other girl.
She was greedy.
She didn’t think about him.
It was all about her.
More time passed.
It was tiring.
They couldn’t keep up anymore.
They don’t want to lie anymore.
It was draining them.
The pretense.
The charade.
It was blinding them.
She decided to end it.
She’s had enough of it.
She can’t take the pain anymore.
He decided to make it real.
He wanted her to be legally his.
He can’t take the longing anymore.
But it was too late.
The damage was beyond repair.
She had given up.
But he won’t.
He’s been blind enough.
He won’t let her go too.
It was too late for the both of them.
She had left already.
With tears in her eyes.
And regrets weighing on her shoulder.
She’s been blind enough.
She has to let him go.
They were both fools.
Thinking that everything revolved around them.
Selfish.
Greedy.
But it wasn’t their fault.
It wasn’t their fault that they fell in-love.
They just have to learn their lesson.
Stop chasing the person in front of you. Look back and let the person chasing you catch up.
Sometimes, it is better to be chased than to chase.
She was gone.
He wanted to chase after her for a change.
But will she let him?
He chased after her.
She wanted to push him away.
But can she?
Sometimes, dealing with the aftermath of your actions is much harder than dealing with the actions itself.
Still the usuals. You know, the
other girl, he, she, whatever.
Yes. I take requests. Just place it in the tagboard, and don't worry, I wouldn't refuse if you ask nice enough.
Just place the prompt, genre, fandom, pairing and the length, and whatever is needed for your request.
But please, never rush me, because I have my life outside the internet and I'm a frigging college student, and so that means my brain cells are half-fried due to studying and if my work is hideous for your taste, just tell me, and point out the part that you don't like and I'll fix it for you.
And I'm off to angst Ahodera. :3
Labels: Aftermath, Daidouji Rin, KHR, oneshot, Sawada Tsunayoshi, writing
12:26 AM |
That's How You Get By @
12:14 AM
I have made this blog for my crazy ideas.
And so, here I am, re-posting my crazy idea from my other
blog.
It hurts.
To see him completely smitten with the girl who doesn’t even love him back.
It aches.
To realize that he won’t return the feelings that you have for him.
It kills.
To learn that he almost took his life when he couldn’t handle the pain.
That’s How You Get By
He’s changed.
He knows it. She knows it. Heck, everyone knows it.
He’s not the same fumbling boy anymore, and that’s what hurts her.
He’s gained this confident aura around him.
At first, she was happy for him, saying that he’s matured now.
But right now, she’s not sure if she’s still happy about it.
Before, he used to come to her for advice
But now, he makes his decision without even confiding it to her.
Before, he runs to her for help.
But now, he doesn’t even tell her that he’s in danger.
No.
Sawada Tsunayoshi isn’t the same Tsuna before.
He isn’t the Dame-Tsuna anymore.
Probably because of Reborn’s training.
Or because of the fights he had.
But he’s not the only one who’s changed.
Daidouji Rin has changed too.
She isn’t the shy Rin everyone knows.
Probably because of her newly-acquired friends.
Or because of
him.
For 10 years, she’s been in-love with him.
For 10 long years she’s waiting for him to reciprocate her feelings.
But for 10 years, all she had is pain and heart ache.
For 10 years, he’s been smitten with her.
No. Maybe even longer.
But after all those years, all he had is heart ache and longing.
It’s not fair.
He’s been in-love with her for more than 10 years now.
He just met her 6 months ago.
And here they are, hand in hand.
It’s not fair.
She loved him ever since she laid eyes on him.
And the
other girl doesn’t even glance his way.
And here he is, drinking his sorrows away.
She knew he wouldn’t love her.
She knew that he’s too in-love with the
other girl.
She knew that he’s only seeing her as a friend. (She hopes as a close friend.)
And she knew that he’ll be the first and last person she’ll love wholeheartedly.
He knew that she loves him.
He knew that he’s madly in-love with the
other girl who already has a boyfriend.
He knew that he sees her as a friend. (No, she’s a close friend.)
And he knew that he’s the first and last person she’ll love.
It was wrong.
He was leading her on.
He was taking advantage of her.
It was sinful.
But he doesn’t care.
It was wrong.
She was just being used.
She was just a rebound.
It was wicked.
But she doesn’t care.
They were both blind.
He had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love him.
She had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love her.
They both can’t move forward.
But one act.
Just one act is all it takes for them to get by.
No matter how wrong it was.
It felt good.
So damn good.
Still the same.
Other girl- Sasagawa Kyoko
He/him/his- Sawada Tsunayoshi
She/her- Daidouji Rin
Ah... The pain of unrequited love.
Labels: Daidouji Rin, KHR, oneshot, Sawada Tsunayoshi, That's How You Get By, writing
12:14 AM |