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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Yes. The this is the sequel of That's How You Get By
I knew it was wrong.
I knew it was sinful.
I knew it was immoral.
But it felt good.
Your body against mine.
Your hand on my face.
Is it a sin to love you?
That’s what it is.
A relationship with lies as its foundations.
It was a pretense.
A façade to tell the others that he’s not hurting inside.
That he doesn’t actually like the other girl
Months have passed.
Months turned into years
They were able to keep up the lie.
He knew she wouldn’t mind.
She loved him.
And they were friends.
And the other girl
told them that she was getting married.
His chest constricted all of a sudden.
Tears formed in her eyes.
Both of them were hurting all over again.
He was hurting because he knew the other girl
couldn’t be his.
She was hurting because she knew he wouldn’t glance at her.
Their eyes were blind, and so are their hearts.
She thought that after all those times that they were together, he’d move on.
That after showering him with affection, he’d love her back.
That after giving him all of her, he’d glance her way.
But she was wrong.
He thought that being with her, he’d be able to move on completely.
That just by seeing her smile, he’d smile back at her.
That by holding her hands, he’d be able to mend his heart.
But he was wrong.
Was he wrong?
He doesn’t want to attend.
She doesn’t want either.
But the others might suspect.
And so they went.
With his hand on her waist.
And fake smiles plastered on their faces.
He thought that he was the only one who was in pain.
He didn’t notice the longing looks she would send his way.
He was selfish.
He didn’t think about her.
It was all about him.
She thought she can have him all to herself.
She didn’t take account the looks he would still send to the other girl
She was greedy.
She didn’t think about him.
It was all about her.
More time passed.
It was tiring.
They couldn’t keep up anymore.
They don’t want to lie anymore.
It was draining them.
It was blinding them.
She decided to end it.
She’s had enough of it.
She can’t take the pain anymore.
He decided to make it real.
He wanted her to be legally his.
He can’t take the longing anymore.
But it was too late.
The damage was beyond repair.
She had given up.
But he won’t.
He’s been blind enough.
He won’t let her go too.
It was too late for the both of them.
She had left already.
With tears in her eyes.
And regrets weighing on her shoulder.
She’s been blind enough.
She has to let him go.
They were both fools.
Thinking that everything revolved around them.
But it wasn’t their fault.
It wasn’t their fault that they fell in-love.
They just have to learn their lesson.
Stop chasing the person in front of you. Look back and let the person chasing you catch up.
Sometimes, it is better to be chased than to chase.
She was gone.
He wanted to chase after her for a change.
But will she let him?
He chased after her.
She wanted to push him away.
But can she?
Sometimes, dealing with the aftermath of your actions is much harder than dealing with the actions itself.
Still the usuals. You know, the other girl
, he, she, whatever.
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Labels: Aftermath, Daidouji Rin, KHR, oneshot, Sawada Tsunayoshi, writing
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